"I"

I am emotional

I am real

I cant open up

I wont fail

I don't know what to do

I want to prove

I want to need

I will make it through

I have feelings

I have fears

I wont be afraid of the pain

I shed many tears

I crave more than this

I will defeat the enemies

I wont pretend

I see no need in a friend

I have a burning passion

I have nothing more than feelings

I try to forget

I try to let go

I try to imagine

I know i will never let go

I take the beatings

I never recover

I will feel them for all my life

I never liked

I want them to die

I cant take it anymore
I see the world

I want to stay far away

I wont be the blame

I still cry

I will never be the same

For theses emotions will run deep in my vain.