Ever since i was young i been hurt by people that mean the world to me.I've realized that no matter how bad people have treated me i can never give up on love.And thanks to her I know it does exist.Through all the heartbreak and hard times i went through to get where i am at.I can never regret any of it.Coming from being a bad person and never doing the Right thing.I have changed and finally am doing better.I do believe everything happens for a reason and i know that the reason for her to walk into my life is to show me real love.She has made me feel more safe and happy than anyone ever has before.I Cherish every moment i spend with her.I cant go on a day without hearing her cute lil baby voice say " you and yo chop chop!" haha.She puts a smile on my face that makes my cheeks hurt.Not to mention when she makes me laugh,she makes me build abbs.lol.I'm so grateful to have her in my life.I want to be the best for her.I wake up every morning thinking of her and how i cant believe im the one person that has her.I go through my day thinking,of her as i tlk,breath,play,sing and be.She's the one person i know i can be myself and not feel retarded.I've known her for almost a year now and it's amazing after so long of a time we both never lost interest.We both changed through out the year and perfectly found each other at the time we were meant to be.We been through a lot in a short a matter of being together but everytime we come to a rough time it makes me realize how much i love this girl.She is what makes my day full of life.The only girl I could ever love and care for.She is the one who has my heart.I feel more loved then cupid ever could!When im with her,holding her is like i have everything i need in my arms.Its never felt so perfect to be with someone like it is with her.I feel like i was meant to be with her.When im with her i feel like i can do anything.All o need is to have her in my heart and i will be happy.The love that she gives me is indescribable.The feelings i have for her are strong and never ending.As i think i cant get any more attached it seems to be proven wrong.I love her from the bottom of my heart. From the moment I first talked to her, I knew that I wanted her in my life, whether as a friend of something a little more. I always dreamed of a girl like her.But never came close to having it.And now i have her and could not be happier.
So baby I love you. I know you'll find it hard to believe me if I tell you now how much you mean to me. I could hardly understand what I feel for you, knowing how to endure those long sleepless nights just thinking only of you. I've never been like this before. I just don't know how to pour out my feelings for you. I wanted to find the perfect words to make you realize how much I need you and love you, but words continue to not be enough. From the first time we talked to each other on the phone I knew you were special. And the first time we met, words cannot even explain. I was so nervous; until I saw you. It seemed so natural, like we've known one another for years.I never knew I could feel this strongly about someone this soon, but you've proved me wrong.You've walked into my life and totally turned it around. I was so depressed and torn up about what had happened to me in the last year or so; I was nearly ready to give upon love. You gave me the hope that I needed to keep going on. I am so grateful for having you in my life. I've been waiting on someone just like you to walk into my life. Baby, thank you for everything.You make every day so special. You are my life, my heart, my soul. You are my best friend, my one true love, my one and only. I love you more today than I did yesterday, and I'll love you more tomorrow than I do today. Day by day, my love for you becomes overwhelming, and I can't handle it when I don't see or even talk to you every day. A day without you in my life is like a day without sunshine, a day without food, or a day without air. I need you when I’m cold to keep me warm; I need you in the rain to keep me dry; I need you in my life to keep me happy.You are the most wonderful thing that has ever happened to me. Each moment that you and I spend together is so magical that I catch myself smiling for no reason at all. I thought that I would never find a love that is as strong as ours, but now that we've found each other I know that you are the person I want to spend the rest of my life with, the thing i like so i definitely put a ring on it., the person I want to have cute asian mo hawk babies with, and the person I want to grow not really old but i guess old with. haha .Baby, you complete me. You make my life so amazing and I don't know how else to repay you but to love you just as much as you love me. The world is a better place to be because of you. You make me feel beautiful. And the best apart about all this is... that im the one who calls you baby all the time:D
i love you Christina!
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